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I can't stop coughing today. Its so annoying. I've been reading all day since 6am. When i feel asleep i had an weird dream. I guess it was trying to tell me i should tell the two people i like how i feel before i die. The truth is..that im bi. I like some guy i met on gaia. I reliezed i actually love him, but i also like a girl. She is my best friend and understands everything i go through. She helped me confess to josh that i liked him, that i had a crush on him. She told me later that she was actually upset when i told i liked josh. I've spent many days thinking about this. hopefully the right thing comes to me soon.

If i said i love him then i would break your heart, if i said i love you my world will be at stop
if i just kept my feelings to myself, maybe this wouldn't have come...

I wanna make a wish to become a good singer and a drawer. I don't want the paparazzi around though, i just wanna do something im good at. I want someone famous to like my writings and wanna show everyone and read it aloud. I wanna be knowned as an awesome girl at school that you would look up to. My friends lives to be perfect and wish them a life without worry cuz im their friend. I could make up lyrics to song in a matter of seconds but i need the music.

I need music to my lyrics, so my life could be so perfect...even though my friends say im their hero, i wanna be more knowned....