------------I guess we're the same.
------I guess I hadn't realized it and hadn't placed the pieces of the puzzle together then.
------But really you saw right through, at the thickest of the darkest shadows I hide in.
------And yes I'm intentionally keeping this vague.
------Do you see now how ugly I am of a person?
------Do you see how twisted and manipulative I am?
------I wish we have never met to be honest.
------I hate these things about me too, to the point I question my existence.
------Please don't walk away, I want you to end me, to destroy me at the very core of my existence.
------But why should you?
------I'm not worth your time.
------I guess in a way I wanted you to be my salvation, so that I can free myself in more ways than you think.
------But by admitting that would just further reinforce the manipulative nature of who I am.
------I guess I should leave, cut myself off your world.
------And return to the hell where I came from.
------You told me to be more of myself.
------I guess I hate myself more than anything in the world.
------But like I said, we are the same...
------[End Scene]
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