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I'm not sure if this feels right
Either I'm walking too ahead or toobehind
As we walk reaching towards the light
Always looking back or looking atyourback
You're everything that's on my mind
As you complete everything I lack
I wonder if i can suppress this desire
As you're everything thatIaspire
As you yourself inspire

Whoa no, what have I done here.
I'm changing and I know it
These broken ribbons show it
Oh no, where have you gone my dear?
I'm chasing shadows up again
I wish I was much more masculine

I'm not sure if this feels good
Either I'm building ties or breakingthem
Holding on to the ground I stood
not sure if these convictions are right or wrong
These are everything I'd condemn
Maybe I've been walking far for too long
I wonder if i can stop this time
As you're everything in my mind
wish your still mine

Oh no, I take it all back now
I'm changing and I know it
These broken ribbons show it
Whoa no, I'm flawed and ******** up somehow
I'm chasing shadows up again
I wish I was much more masculine

Maybe I want someone to destroy me too
Masochistic as it maybe,
I wonder where are you
Don't you ever forgive me, cause I'll break if you do
Maybe I'm in love with falling in love
Sadistic as might maybe,
as you're quickly disposed of
Played your heart and threw it all, In this ballad of ...

You~
You're everything I wanted
But I have taken it for granted
Oh You~
You're everything that's on my mind
You're everything I left behind
You You~
I'm changing and I know it
These broken ribbons show it
You~
chasing shadows up again
wish I was much more masculine

I wonder if...
I wonder if ...