• we grew up side by side
    I was the younger within the tide
    tides which threw us all about
    tides that put us to our different routs.
    But still we stood next to each other when we could.
    watching each backs as we should
    when time finally came to leave on our own.
    we left without words.
    we left without our stones.
    turned they were not talked about much.
    much to our display of loving each other hmm.
    I wish to rip down those stones and place them anew .
    I wish to rip down these stones for me and for you.
    but my strength is not where suppose to be.
    my strength is not in the mind you see.
    i lack words to say and hugs to give.
    I lack honor to display and shields to live.
    I have broken myself and wish to change.
    but change does not come without price to pay.
    and my price is to protect those who i love.
    My price is my sword my shield my fun.
    yet still i don't see it that way in my mind.
    for my price is still among those who fear none.
    Ill train and fight with them for longer.
    In hope that i might not be slaughtered.
    so i raise my chains and hook myself in.
    for it is time for this to begin