• Why I’m so depressed? Is it people’s words or the stress from the strike of the people‘s action? I hear words that strikes me with sadness and puts me down. The action from the people I feel but react to them which somewhat waste my energy and build up my paranoia. My depression is like a never ending storm in my head that somewhat soothes me to sleep. When I dream my depression is sometimes there although I can’t sense it there. Its likes it controlling what I dreaming. I know one time something bad happened that really builds up my depression that I had a weak feeling but still stay strong by my strength. Until I started dreaming, there was a dream that was a blur; but after that, I’ve started having randomness of dreams but it came to me like a powerful behemoth defeating me into I’m no more. Those dreams drained me as I awaken from them. I felt so weak that I felt a cold chill in my brain and could barely get up.