• I hate him.
    When I see no light, not even dim'
    I remember him
    he is hateful
    spiteful
    utter hatred
    I am jaded
    To him it's not important,
    my feelings,
    my life,
    my ending.
    Why doesn't he care
    because he is self possessed
    my heart tears
    he doesn't care, he confessed.
    I can't love what he is
    because he
    he is incapable of emotions like this
    and slowly I loose hope
    I feel that around my neck, it tightens, a rope
    killing,
    destroying,
    willing,
    annoying.
    I wish he would learn
    to care for others.
    I don't want to yearn
    because that bothers,
    everyone, you, me.
    I wish that from him I could be free
    to live without this baggage
    this person
    who treats me like garbage.
    This monster
    because the is no other word I could muster
    Stop it
    I don't want to fit
    I want to survive
    but with his hatefulness
    I can not be alive.