------No, I didn't break my legs. However, my legs hurt like hell from walking around so much; they might as well be broken. I saw the most beautiful sights. I remember looking up and I saw the stars that illuminate the sky, and I remember that I'm pretty insignificant compared to the greater works that out there. I remember that I'm not in this alone. I remember that, even though I feel so alone. Is it sad that most people I call my friends exist only online? Is it sad that the person I love resides in a box of circuits, and I only hear from her when she writes back. I know I mentioned it so many times, that my greatest fear is being alone. I actually have been working on that. I've started to building bridges again, instead of breaking them. I want to rebuild lost bridges again, such as the ones I've broken. But I don't deal with guilt very well. So I'm changing that, ******** being alone. I hope to meet all my online friends in real life one day. I'm going to work on that someway somehow. Its the new year.
------I've been actually began using a calendar to organize life a little bit. Hopefully it will help me next semester. I did so horrible in this one. Consequently, working with a schedule has actually helped me. I'm hoping to finish recording my Never Reach The Stars EP or my Contemporary EP, and hopefully release one of them during the summer. I've also began to write the Until Next Time story into a novel-ish format. So far its just a collection of short stories with the same characters. I'm hoping to find a way to tie them together. I don't have a deadline of when I want to finish it as I'm still building plot, and working on character development with both the protagonists. Another project I'm doing is I'm engineering/composing the instrumentals for The Blair Rose, and we hope to finish the EP and release it in the summer as well. All EP's I will be releasing would be free! Because free music is awesome. Hopefully, the engineering/composing would provide experience as it will help me with the two EP's I'm planning to release under me. I still have yet to think of a stage name and logo and what not, but I'll work on the marketing side of it, as soon as I finish recording one of my own EPs. I'm also auditioning for this band called In Reach, hopefully I'd get in, as it would also provide experience again.
------Thanks for reading, This is Anikacy, happy new year!
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