Sometimes, despite how few enemies I try to have. Sometimes I wish that some people would just die.
Like my mother for example.
I know it sounds a bit cruel, and I know I'm probably saying this out of spite and irritation. But I feel as if I really don't need her in my life anymore.
I mean I cook (not just for me). I do my own laundry. I clean the house without her nagging and help. And I can even learn the simple s**t that she does, like recipes and gardening.
She doesn't even give me allowance, heck she doesn't even work.
And its stupid because, I do one simple mistake, and all hell breaks loose. Yet when I do something good, its like "oh good job, thank you"
I really don't need her, I need to get out here soon.
Not that I'll cry on her funeral anyways, nor will I take care of her when she is old.
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Or maybe I'm the one that needs to die.
Who knows?
Like my mother for example.
I know it sounds a bit cruel, and I know I'm probably saying this out of spite and irritation. But I feel as if I really don't need her in my life anymore.
I mean I cook (not just for me). I do my own laundry. I clean the house without her nagging and help. And I can even learn the simple s**t that she does, like recipes and gardening.
She doesn't even give me allowance, heck she doesn't even work.
And its stupid because, I do one simple mistake, and all hell breaks loose. Yet when I do something good, its like "oh good job, thank you"
I really don't need her, I need to get out here soon.
Not that I'll cry on her funeral anyways, nor will I take care of her when she is old.
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Or maybe I'm the one that needs to die.
Who knows?
