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well im gion on vacation to LA for comic-con, and im pretty exctied about that. i was planning on today my last day online to be happy. just telling everyone byez. and hanging with my gaia family. and my freindz. well it hasnt turned out that way at all.

i was at my rally. with my freindz wake, oak, and some of my gaia family. then wake said that agurl this girl i know kept messaging him. and was being annoying, like wouldn't leave him alone.

I hate agurl, she is my babehs ex gf. And ive never rly liked her. katie dumped her the first time. b/c agurl was ignoring her and hanging out with this dude she doesnt like named quest. me and katie were best freindz at the the time. i had a bf, named shadow. but me and him started not to get along. and i spent more time with katie then with him. katie and shadow never did get along. but anyways, when katie dumped agurl, katie knew i liked her. i had dumped shadow by that time. i dumped him b/c he and katie got in a fight and shadow called me some stuff and yeah. well i had told katie i liked her way b4 she dumped agurl. me and katie hugged every once in a while. and when agurl was around i would sit in katie's lap. One day me and katie were in a rally, agurl and her still gion out at this time. and then katie wispered to me.

that she was gonna make a new rally, and clone so she could be with me and agurl. and i wouldnt have to sit in the corner. so i left and whent to katies other rally. i sat in katies lap. Everything was fine. i was listning to the song i kissed a girl katy perry, lol and i said to katie " i wonder wat its liek to kiss a girl" i was like joking around. then i kissed katie after a few mintues. Katie kissed me back and i felt rly good about myself. she was starting to like me mrgreen

then one day katie cloned we made a ralleh and we were sitting in the rally. when agurl came in. katie was supost to be in the other ralleh. and she wasnt talking in the other one cuzz me and her were talking, and agurl caught us. agurl said "SO THATS WHY UR NOT TALKING" her eyes got huge and she poofed. i told katie what had just happened, and later that day..

katie broke up with agurl. and agur turned into a different person that b4...

she seemed always angry, well after katie broke up wit agurl.. katie dint want to see agurl and they dint speek for a week or so. in that week me and katie got a gaia family. got married and i was as happy as i will ever be in my life. then agurl came back. and slowly i was pushed aside. agurl started sitting on katies lap again and i would go sit n the corner. and i would cry in rl but i never told anyone.

well katie started to like agurl again and sooner or later. katie broke up with me and whent to agurl -.-''. well agurl wouldnt leave hre alone so that the reason katie went out with her again. but it still hurt the same. i still cried myself to sleep and once , agurl told me that her and katie were kissing on yahoo. (we were still giong out at the time) and i logged off, cried my eyes out and spilled alchol in my cuts. i cut my wrist and spilled alchol in the cuts.... then when i told katie what agurl told me next morning. i learned it was a lie. i had gone threw so much pain over a lie.

That agurl had cooked up for her own amusement.

But what agurl did today is whats getting me. ..so anyways wake told agurl to ******** off in a pm im guessing. and then wake told me that agurl called me a heartless b***h. so i told wake to tell agurl that Dee says "screw joo" then next thing i hear. is agurl saying she is gonna kill herself,

so i said.

UGH AGURL DONT ******** KILL URSLEF. THAT WAS WAKE. the only thing i said was screw joo. that other stuff wasnt me. im not fond of u right now and i rather not talk to you. but i dont want u to kill urself -.-'' im not worth killing over. TRUST ME stressed

she answered:

well hes like the 5th friend ive lost and im sorry im just tired of it im going to kill my self ooner or late