• second guesses, unsure of what to think
    its pushing me to the edge, the brink
    i cant decide, not on my own
    but i need independence, I'm not a drone
    but still i yearn for their acceptance,
    for approval, for remembrance
    i need it, it makes me feel o.k.
    but even then, depressions there to stay
    'cause I'm still not good enough
    not close to smart, rarely tough
    and i wont smile till I'm perfect
    but for now I'm still a reject
    an outcast, not important
    don't listen to me rant
    about my petty little issues
    what or what not is true
    just leave me to die
    and sit there and cry
    its what i deserve anyway
    'cause depressions here to stay