• a gauntlet of pain
    you ran me through
    but still my heart
    it clings to you
    a little child
    in an angry world
    not the average story
    of boy meets girl,

    ours is a story
    of sex and drugs
    which more or less translated
    to lust and love
    but if that was all
    that held us together
    why did i hurt
    when i tried to forget her
    rent into peices
    part by part
    somehow yet alive
    a still beating heart.

    though broken and dirty
    peirced, and punctured
    cleaved at the point
    of a most crucial juncture.
    i don't know whats left
    i guess we'll find out
    it so painful right now
    now that im without
    her special form
    of love and affection
    if im the one who ended it
    why do i feel the rejection?