• I hope you're happy. I really do.
    I never cared about my happiness as much as yours
    And if being with her is what makes you happy then so be it
    Because i care more about you and your happiness than anything else
    I only wish that what would make me happy would make you happy, too
    But, it doesn't. And I'm okay with that
    I already knew it would be this way, anyway
    I mean, you, a perfectly human being with everything to want
    With someone like me, a nobody at the very bottom of the social pyramid?
    Yeah, There's no way it could have ever been more than wishful thinking
    And yet, It's all i want. Everything I desire
    The touch of your skin, the feel of you hair,
    The hold of your eyes in which i can hardly remember my own name
    I want it
    All of it
    Everything that comes with it
    Every hug
    Every kiss
    Every smile
    Every tear
    Everything
    Every last bit
    And I don't think I'll be able to let it go
    In fact, I know I won't
    I won't give up
    I'll wait
    I'll wait until my heart gives out
    And even in death, I'll continue to wait for you
    Because when you want, no, need something like this
    That's all you can do
    Because you're all I want
    And I know you're worth the wait