• Now that i lost you all I am left alone.
    Trying to get my life in order but nothing seems to get back the way it was before.
    I losing the war inside of my own soul.
    I getting so irritated sometimes i want to runaway.
    Far away from here. I treated everyone wrong I cannot stand this anymore.
    I can't feel love nor death I'm running out of options which left me mentally insane.
    Suicidal distress of some apathetic portrait of an emo inside my heart it speaks to me loud and clear.
    Funny how i have only my poems my drawings of unnatural human proportions
    But someday i really want to see what a life is without my emotions getting in the way.
    I want this to end im not insane though i will be forced to if i don't get this in straight.
    Conceited i am, destiny i wish i had it all seems to end in such a short notice.
    I could be confused but if i am i won't change it for i seem to have grown a third arm of my many corrupted emotions

    Just send it all to the grave and let my memories rot inside the tomb
    Nobody would seem to care or even notice my metamorphosis between what is right and wrong.
    It seems easy but everything i knew back in the past is already almost forgotten.
    I lost my mind once or twice i don't want to lose it again.
    I'm sick of all these people making fun of my personality and what i like and dislike.
    My memories back in the past all seem to bring back suffering and ashes i want them all gone.
    But it seems that already my brain had already almost forgotten them.

    Almost forgotten them all the time.
    I want them all out of my head!
    My millions of mistakes are crumbling down to my end.
    Death is over the horizon, near the distance to my brain.
    Sometimes i wounder if i really am living.
    Life seems like a game.
    Win or lose you still wine up dead at the end.
    No continue no cheat codes to help yourself in the end.
    It all seems like a game to me.
    My past memories are almost forgotten.