• I was so stupid
    I watched you
    Turn into a crazed man
    And all I did was
    Tell you I love you
    You wanted more
    You started cheating on me
    I watched in sadness
    And ignored it
    I tried to forget it
    But it was there
    In the back of my mind
    Nagging me
    Telling me to end it
    I tried to talk to you
    You freaked out
    You hit me
    I need stitches
    From the cut
    I got from the wall



    You tore yourself apart
    To make amends
    But I did what was right
    I ended it
    You got depressed
    I went back to cutting myself
    You watched me
    Watched me cut myself at school
    In the halls
    In corners
    Outside
    Everywhere
    You started cutting
    Yourself so you could
    Be like me
    I told you to stop
    But you wouldn't
    You cut your neck
    For a thrill
    You killed yourself.


    I went up
    The hill to where
    We first met
    Wishing you were there
    Back when you were
    The perfect gentleman
    The one who was
    Falling in love with
    Me as I shied away
    I stood alone
    Atop our hill
    Crying for you
    Wishing I had that sweet
    Man back
    You watched down on me
    Appeared to me on that hill
    You touched my cheek
    Said it would be alright
    I looked at your ghost
    And wished it was true
    You floated back up to heaven
    As I watched


    You left me atop our hill. Crying for what we used to be as you watched me from above and greeted me when I died a few years later at the light and was the guy I fell in love with.

    I had stood alone atop that hill since you died and jumped for joy that now I would never have to stand alone ever again.