• It's so cold where I'm standing
    wind blows my hair
    from my house roof I'm looking
    I think I'm gonna dare
    this sudden fear I'm feeling
    when thunder make a blare
    this killing cold I'm freezing
    oh this is just not fair...

    I can not hold my tears
    I think I'll cry till eternity
    I can not stop these fears
    I'm freaking out I can not bear..

    My eyes can no longer hide
    still nobody's on my side
    no! I can no longer fight
    these feelings on this night..

    I'm so numb I can not move
    I'm looking down
    my hand that's on my heart does prove
    that I'm breaking down
    It's so dark no stars in the sky
    It starts to rain
    I wish I could spread my wings and fly
    instead I feel the pain

    oh It's getting too much
    I hate this life
    I wanna finish this off
    so I hold this knife

    This pain I'm feeling.. you can not see.. you can not hear.. you do not care
    This life I'm living.. I can not bear.. I can not feel.. nor I can share

    I'm so alone.. on a one way path
    No turning back! No turning back!

    I can not fake it
    It's just too much
    I need to show it
    but it hurts so much
    I'm shivering
    I think I'll let go
    I'll close my eyes
    I'll loose I know
    but I never won
    so I think It's the same
    I'll fall It's easy
    there's no one to blame

    goodbye I'm leaving.. so blind, can't see
    this world has turned It's back on me...