• those countless rainy days
    Ones I wish Would just pass
    i cry those salty tears
    just to see it all end

    My fragile tearing heart
    one which i can not bear
    On those days that i see you
    with another or hear the mutters that you speak

    Thunder which booms
    on a day so cloudy
    I want to scream to heavens to release me
    I have suffered enough to let you slip through
    yet i still sit in the rain

    On a rare sunny day
    i feel renewed yet knowing
    deep down it will all end

    That scraggly road
    which i came down
    and cursed the ones i loved most
    you think i dont regret
    yet i have the scars to prove

    The stair way to heaven
    does it not exist
    why have i been searching for it all along

    The near death experiences
    which i did not mind
    yet you left me god so i can drown in my unhappiness

    The days to remember the days to forget
    The ones i remember are to troubling to say
    the ones that i have forgotten are the slivers of happiness i should keep

    But i have lost it all
    and now i remember that
    without you there is no life
    And in this world where i remain
    while you have left
    There is no god to pull me out of this pain