• I wish to cry over my loss
    I yearn to scream and cry out
    I want to punch, kick and flail my limbs

    I beg for helplessness
    I want someone to feel as though they have to procect me; I wish for a tourniquet
    I want to cry over you

    Tears refuse to come
    As I've wasted them all in some distant world
    And nothing feels the same
    I long to feel numb

    Can a blade not peirce my flesh?
    Can I not bleed my tears from my wounds
    As they will not come from my eyes

    The black fire of my pain burns inside
    And it refuses to subside

    I want to cry
    Please, let me cry!!
    But I'm out of tears