• Pleasantly filled with turmoil
    that does indescribable things to the music in me
    Allowing my soul to release the bane of my thoughts
    and turn them into mush

    Relishing in comfort
    that releases with the endorphins in my body
    Surrounding me with diamonds
    Beautiful, worthy diamonds
    that does no justice

    Cradling my temper
    Closely in my hands
    Like a babe in my arms
    with a smile
    That brings tears to my eyes

    Mentally berating myself
    for the tears I have yet to shed
    Over the losses I have yet to gain

    Kindling my eyes to shine brighter,
    Like the fire that burns my lungs,
    Preventing my breath from flowing
    As I hide the pain from the many years
    behind my irises,
    Replacing them with false hopes

    Expressing myself over a cup of coffee
    as if I mulled over it for years.