• I CANT SLEEP I CANT SLEEP I CANT SLEEP

    i tell them i might sleep, but all this worrying causes me to wake in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, knotted stomach, over reacting about this miniscule event.

    Someone help with inexperienced idiot...


    i have to stop worrying, i needa get outta the house and distract myself from this, i have to put my fate in this person which for me is impossible due to being raised to trust no one...



    i know i havnt had it as bad as everyone else, i know im pretty much just a nobody who shouldnt be selfish but wtf man, if there is a god...

    why the hell did he make me into this emotional trainwreck of self pity?