• the gun in my sweaty nervous handis heavy . the trigger just waiting to be pulled and me willing to do it.my other hand was occupied by a phone where the sweetest voice pours and sobs trying to convince me this is not the way."please dont do it you have so much to live for!"like i havent heard that before.i tell her that she cant convince me. she screams.i try not to cry or make a big deal out of this to show her, to prove to her that this is what i want."please!"she cries out.i tell her goodbye..."goodbye" then i love her..."i love you".....point the gun at the side of my forehead.......pull the trigger......

    the body drops......the phone crying.......

    name:billy wilestone
    age:18
    date of death:january 8,20007
    cause of death:suicide/shot in head