• Sia reaches out and touches me, fingers running over every pore of my face, then her face illuminates with joy as she roceognizes me. Her eyes dont find mine and her ears twitch funny as they try to lock onto me. Sia cant see me as she kisses me, she doesn't know my hair is black as she runs her fingers through it. Our bodies tremble as we touch but she cant see my hands only feel them. She can hear my heartbeat and feel it thump in my chest as she puts her hand ontop of my ribcage, but she will never see how i love her. So i leave. Sia's tears follow and she feels alone in the dark hell ive left her in. Her tears follow me as i run to another. A girl whos eyes can look into mine and see how worthless i am. She can see where my hands are going and she stops me before i feel her body on my fingertips. This girl can see that i love her and she makes me suffer for it. All the while Sia's tears watch me. I kiss, touch, smell, see and adore this girl and her brown eyes. My heart preforms for her and my acts of kindness adore her....Yet she does not see me... Sia's tears leave, the show has become to much, they fall and they break into pieces like her heart will when she learns of my infidelity. So i leave when i hear Sia's tears break because i finally understood that hearing the world through closed eyes is better than listening to a closed mind with eyes full of contempt. I ask Sia if she will forgive my weakness and she does not. I ask if the other girl will forgive my absense and she will not. Now i am left alone with no eyes to see her world and am absent the ears which once listened to mine.

    (First arena post. Forgive me if its a little off. I didnt wanna go back and erase anything because i figured it may come out better without editing. Cause you know how you over edit something your nervous about?)