• I wake in the moring i look up and see it was still dark just like my life is. I should start from the begining my name is Jenny and i can't really find my place in this world i feel like i should just die. My life is great i love my family and every thing I just feel as if I shouldn't live for everything I no is a lie.
    Every day i wake up in the middle of the night and just look around the darkness. When i finaly go back to sleep i have to wake up minutes later i just can't take it any more. People come and go i feel like i need to scream. I want to crawl into a cornor and just cry intil i can't cry any more. When i try to express my feeling to my mom or some one they just ignor me.
    Why do i have to live this way? Like I have to lie every day of my life to just be happy with myself. Can someone just tell me?