• You know when someone dies
    how bad it hurts.Well..
    I've been questioning why God
    put us on earth to live and die.
    For me I've been to hell and back.
    I grew up with my moms 2nd husband
    beating us all and her forgiving him
    for it.
    So from time to time.I kinda think
    what's the point of living if i'm just
    gonna keep going through hell and
    no bodys here to do anything.What's
    the point of living.
    But then again I know I have to live for
    well i'm not sure yet.But hopefully God
    will help me out one day and tell
    me what i'm suppose to do.
    Because frankly I'm done living day to
    day.Scared to death what the next
    day will bring.
    Waking up to people screaming.My
    brother tyin to protect me.
    But now i'm done and gone with it.
    I'm out kinda and I still dwel on it
    which I know I shouldn't but.I just
    can't help but wonder why God
    put me through that.I mean what
    was it suppose to do??