• I could hear the police sirens around me and lots of people shouting. They were shouting about lots of things, but I didn’t care. I knew I was dieing, I just knew it. I could feel the pain in my chest slowly fade away, and then the pain spread rapidly. The pain spread all throughout my body, pumping in every vein, and tearing at my every cell. It was almost so unbearable that I wanted to scream, but I didn’t. For so many reasons, but mostly because I knew that if I did, he would hear and he would be in pain too. I tried very hard to shut my mouth, it seemed like years, but slowly I felt my heart give up and slowly, I fell into darkness, into death, with a smile on my face. For now, I knew that now I would be with the one I loved.

    Every morning I wake up, and every night, I sleep. It's the same pattern over and over. Sometimes I wonder, what is life really about? Up until now, my 14 years have just been about getting good grades, and just staying out of trouble. That's all I've ever done. I've always been a "good girl". I always listen to my parents and never do anything that isn't studying. Everyday in class, I hear all about other people's lives. The wonderful times, the amazing things, and the most spectacular things they've done. They laugh and smile truthfully. All I do is just put on a fake smile and move on. I've never really wondered what life was about. I just thought it was something that I couldn't escape. Life is a cycle. We're born, we live, and then we die. It's simple. Living is such a simple task, yet it is so simple that it's hard. Sometimes, I just want to escape it all. Just escape all the loneliness, all the pain and suffering, and just run away from it all. But in the end, it’s just merely a thought. Something that I know I will never have the courage to do. My life up until now has been...simple. Yet that day. That day in class, that day, when I saw him...my whole world changed. I don't know what was it or why it happened, it just did. Maybe it was the fact that he was so strangely beautiful. His long, blackish blue hair and his dark brown eyes. His perfect features, he was every girl's dream man. But there was more to him than that. He had an alluring aura, something that just drawed you in. He could just stun anyone with his gorgeous smile. He seemed so unnatural, despite his beauty. He seemed too beautiful, and he seemed, so alluring that he seemed dangerous. I don't know what it was, and I don't know how, but the moment I met him, I knew my whole life had changed. It changed, for the best, at least that's what I thought.