i'm such a fruit.. and i want to be going out with someone again. well no- that sounds stupid.
okay, i want to like someone that likes me back- nope, still horrable.
third time's a charm, so how about 'i want a hug.' ? well i do. so that's where i'll start. i want a hug, a warm hug, a warm comfy hug that i can stay wrapped in all day, and i want it from a guy. i want it from a guy i like, and i want to like it. [confusing yet?] i want guys that i know well, i want guy friends, and i want a guy friend that i like.
get it?
I mean.. it's not liek it's gonna happen any time soon, and i don't thinki could handle a boyfriend, at leats not for the time being, with school and s**t, and i'm not finished changing into myself yet. so it's better off.. i mean, i hate to steal rikki's butterfly annalogy, so i won't. hmm..[stops to think] okay.
i'm a taco. see, i'm an empty taco shell, i only have the bare essentials, so i'm not all that appealing to other tacos. even though i'm a damn good tasting taco, no one gets to know that besides the other tacos i used to know, and i'm not willing to let other people taste me yet. So i'll just hang back, be fine with this until i finally gte up enough energy to get toppings put on, and by the time i have sauce, and chease, and lettus, and beef and stuff i'll be a full fledged taco and all ready to have other people eat me. So it all works.. let's just hope people don't get an idea about me just based on my bread right now. rolleyes
...but i want another taco to keep me company. sad ..maybe an emo taco. emo ...but any taco will do, i guess, i just have to liek him..and he has to be taller. And more quirky than dorky. And have never liked anime. but that's all. .... :'[ i feel alone. emo
.!conoclast. · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 11:03pm · 0 Comments |