there's a ******** lot wrong when people yell almost all the time. when a simple telling of what happened during a day turns into a screaming match about who's write and wrong. there's a ******** lot wrong when a family is so dysfunctional that members actually acknowledge it daily. there's more wrong when even the most dysfunctional members who disagree about everything agree on that. more so when that's the only thing. there's a ******** lot wrong when you're an in great for not taking money people can't afford to give out. there's more wrong when someone gets $750 for their tax return and still expects their parents to take them out to dinner. it's wrong when that parent who's paying can't afford to eat them self. or the other kid who actually lives at home. then there's the other parent who wins $20 000 and doesn't even tell the family. there's a lot wrong when people have NO problem yelling at each other in front of other people. there's more wrong when.. you get the point. i love my mom. i love my sister. i probably love my dad somewhere deep deep down. but i hate them. i need to leave.
i need to leave. i need to leave. there's too much stress, there's too much miscommunication, there's too much predictability. there's just too much. too much. i'm out after grade 12. and i mean that. i will go to university, and i will do something. but i'm out. my mom's overworked and she won't stop picking fights over nothing. then when i don't respond she gets worse. and if i do, it's just bad. my dad lies, goes off on a tangent, makes everything a big deal, won't let things go, freaks out. my sister is a brat. and i'm a combination of all those traits. i hate this. it's bad.
.!conoclast. · Fri Jul 06, 2007 @ 02:09am · 1 Comments |