i'm not me. i don't know how this happened, guess i've been sleeping, and the dream was a good copy, but not close enough to fool. Though it did do a good job.
So i woke up, i'm different, or at least on the inside. it's as though i suddenly realised how fake i was. i complained about others being fake, and trying to not be them, but i was one of them. I wasn't comfortable being who i was, wearing what i do, looking liek this, acting so differently. It just didn't work, and i neede to change.
So i'm starting over, i think i mentioned this before, but now i'm as close to being finalized as- as what i'm doing this time next year. so expect changes, but that's how i am.
So i guess here's a little introduction:
my name is tyler, i'm a girl, i like standing out, and from now on i intend to do so. I don't see any reason to be shy, if someone dosen't liek me, good for them, there are others that do. I dress as i do because i simply like it, that's all. This applies to music, movies, and people aswell. I'm tired of being nice to everyone, so if you're a b***h to me, expect it back. I'm a little klutzy [a lot actually] and that's never going to change. Don't clasify me as emo, i'm not. USed to liek it, but now it's just annoying. [sorry, lil'overdramatic there] but i'm sure you get the point. from now on, i talk to who i want to, do what i want unless it's something completely stupid, say what i want, and it'll be great. i guess.
So the real test is the next little while, there should be a chnage. Maybe small, but it's still a change. yeah.
.!conoclast. · Sat Sep 23, 2006 @ 11:29pm · 1 Comments |