This is something I have had in my head for a long time…for a very long time…ok this story is 100% true and starts in 7th grade ,now when I say I fell in love with Monica the first moment I met her I don’t mean 8th grade when we started hanging out no I mean when I first SAW her 7th grade but I didn’t say anything just kept going on with life and a few moths or so after I met her I was going to ask her out for the dance but never built up the guts to do it and then Jenna asked me who I liked and I told her It was a secret…a few days later I found out that echo liked me ..*I’m sorry I’m crying just writing this* and I had to make a choice go with Monica who I liked but didn’t think she felt the same as me or echo who liked me but I we had always just been friends….*this is so hard for me to write*…and what I did next was the biggest regret and mistake of my life…I chose echo*and I hate myself for doing that*we went out for a couple of months and during that time Jenna(echo’s cousin) asked me if the secret person was echo…And I lied and said yes. I always thought about Monica imaging what it would have been like with her… so during the summer I didn’t have the guts to brake up with echo so right after summer school ended I just stopped talking to her ..And she ended up braking up with me but I was so ashamed of myself to even talk to Monica for the longest time… thou we ended up together I regret ever agreeing to go out with echo
now i had never talked about it for two reasons:
1: i thought kyoko would hate me...
2:and i still am good friends with echo and thou thats all i ever whant to be i thought she would be mad at me..
Sakua Harioto Community Member 
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