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every teen at one point of puberty or in a drastic part in there life emits energy that causes things to change or move on its own,it could be your imagination or what i just said there has been scientists that did reasearch about it and i read it i dont remember when dont worry about it itll go away soon enough

you must have the power of electricity! blaugh or something weird like that sweatdrop

no joke im kind of scared scary s**t has happened sad

I know Im really late in posting this, but Its just your imagination.
I remember everytime time I looked at an electronic clock, it'd always say 3:11am or 7:11pm or #:11am and whatever. I freaked out because it was a very strange coincidence.
Then later on that stop and a new "trend" happened where everytime I'd add the numbers on the current time, it'd add up to 10, that made me happy because I actually wanted it to add up to 10, cause 10 was kinda like 100%, ya know?
Then another trend happened with the current time thing but I forgot that one.

(I call it a "supernatural trend" because it was basically a fad that occured one after another.)
But anyway, since I tought myself not to believe in signs anymore and have turned my mind into a rationalistic thinking processors, I don't notice s**t like that anymore.
Its just your mindset. In a sence, you are seeing what you want to see, you just want to make sense of what you are seeing.

drabbles.
I also remember hearing a loud roaring airplane sound in the sky every five seconds, and believed it was god talking to me and scolding me or whatever. When I(Not my mother) decided to switch skools, I heard the airplane noise and felt I made a really bad decision(Those airplane noises that day were EXTRA loud) and grew depressed.
I was about to make a life altering decision based on a ******** airplane noise-- actually i did, but my mom said I couldnt transfer back. Following signs like that aren't good.

but anyway, s**t like that is just in your mind.
Its not produced outside, its thought of inside.
As a former "sign-noticer," I'd have to say that its nothing to be scared about.
And also, as a former sign-follower, I'd say its still pretty okay to sometimes follow signs even if they're fake thought-processings, because signs do tend to lead to ALOT of "coincidences" and sometimes give boost in courage or moral. If you wanted to ask a girl out but didnt have the guts to do it, if you saw a "divine sign" telling you that you must ask her out, you'd be forced to do that action.
But by all means, don't listen to an airplane noise and then decide to break up with monica because the airplane noise told you to do so, that'd ******** your life up.

sry 4 da drabbles

my imagination ha,if this was it then yes i would believe you in saying it is my imaginationa nd i do have rational mindset that is the problem but what i can do now is far diffrent form what i have posted and lets just say its passed the limits of imagination into the point were i blew up my mp3 player when it was off (this is only a small example of what i can do) so it has passed over the "imagination" point into the shoudtn happen even if i didnt touch it