• My Brain is this loud collection of noises
    Noises that clash and bash and make me wanna puke
    These Noises at Times won't shut the heck up
    So I have to drown them out

    I'll plug my ears or put headphones on, but sometimes the sounds are still there
    I shouldn't say annoy, because annoy doesn't put you into a state of Panic/Rage
    I shouldn't Say annoy, because usually, you can get past annoyed
    No these sounds are my enemies
    that's the only way I can describe them

    I can't do anything with them and they follow me everywhere
    Sometimes the noises get so loud I have to escape
    escape into a world where everything is quiet and nobody makes a sound
    Sometimes I have to leave my own room, because my roommate gets so obnoxious
    I can't take it
    It's not a personality thing
    I already said that
    It's the Chewing

    The Chewing that can't and won't stop
    The Chewing of a person who can't keep their mouth shut or purposely chews as loudly as possible, THOSE fricking people piss me off
    Those people who you've talk to about something and they act like they're fixed
    Those people who tell me to loosen up when I can't stop tensing up around them
    Those people who have the gall to tell me I am being rude when I leave
    Those are the worst

    Sometimes I don't think people realize that this is actually a thing
    You probably feel as if I am being picky or just a straight up jerk
    But the thing is
    I CAN'T STAND YOUR CHEWING
    When I hear Chewing It makes me want to pick up a 2 by 4 and repeatedly hit myself over the head
    At this point, I couldn't care less if you're offended
    Sometimes this noise Literally makes me want to stop breathing
    When my roommate asks me when I am going to do my homework
    I say Later