• Now let me tell you something bout my life you don't know.
    You see the way I grew up
    Alone confined to my thoughts
    No knowledge of the world
    Outside my home
    Curiosity took over me
    As I grew
    Making me rebel against the only mother I knew
    (Pause)
    I knew I was wrong
    but what could I do
    Look at me now grown and confused
    My past self forgotten
    Only a memory now
    And yea the streets aren't a home but I consider it my only escape from the pain I endure
    And so I see my past mistakes
    But now its to late
    What can I do
    I love my mother
    But I feel like were loosing
    The respect we used to for one another
    And it kills me to know we will never get along with each other
    For the simple fact that she believes others
    Over her own daughter
    Resentment builds inside the soul of a child
    Only scars remain from physical an mental abuse we put on one another
    And it hurts me to say it but
    Its the reality of the s**t we put
    Ourselves threw
    The situations that cause our bodies to withdrawal the way they do
    And I just hope that one day
    You'll understand why I did what I did
    Forgive me
    Peldoname
    The words I hear echoing in my mind
    That I tried to describe to you
    But you failed to realize
    And im tired of trying for you
    Im sorry ma.