• I would turn away from it All,
    When I say "All" I mean;
    Every ounce of reality there is...
    I cant stand it...
    I'm not saying I want to die...
    I'm saying I wish my dream world can just be reality...
    Not some fantasy bullshit...
    I mean a reality where I didn't have to pretend...
    I wish I wasn't in the middle.
    I wish I can have the mind of a child.
    I wish I could have a real smile,
    I don't even know what that even feels like anymore.
    I lost my sense of humanity.
    I lost my inner child.
    I'm the one who has to be responsible,
    The youngest!
    Is this right?
    I can't live my childish ways with my childish friends.
    I have completely lost it ,
    My friends are becoming my family,
    My family are becoming my friends,
    But the way I feel about the topic of "Friends" isn't right.
    But soon to repeat the cycle...
    The only thing is that none of it is a good thing...
    And its same issue...
    All over again.
    And it's in my dreams.
    They see who I am.
    And in reality,
    It's just a Mask.
    Not Me.