• I would have been a mommy,
    But I was dying on the inside,
    Depressed from my current events,
    Not eating, barely sleeping, and crying every single day.
    I could have been a mother,
    If I would have care for myself the right way,
    No more scaring myself from my depression,
    No more starving myself.
    I would have loved myself as much as I love you.
    You save me little one,
    But it was too late,
    The damaged was done,
    No heart beat was given to you.
    I should have been a mommy,
    I was screaming in pain.
    So much blood left my body,
    I’m surprise I didn’t need more.
    I wish I was give the proud word to be your mother,
    But I lost you from my own.
    I should have loved myself before I started loving you.
    I’m sorry baby Caleb, I should have been your mother.