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I would have been a mommy,
But I was dying on the inside,
Depressed from my current events,
Not eating, barely sleeping, and crying every single day.
I could have been a mother,
If I would have care for myself the right way,
No more scaring myself from my depression,
No more starving myself.
I would have loved myself as much as I love you.
You save me little one,
But it was too late,
The damaged was done,
No heart beat was given to you.
I should have been a mommy,
I was screaming in pain.
So much blood left my body,
I’m surprise I didn’t need more.
I wish I was give the proud word to be your mother,
But I lost you from my own.
I should have loved myself before I started loving you.
I’m sorry baby Caleb, I should have been your mother.
- Title: I should have been a mommy
- Artist: Oakyia
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Description:
I had a miscarriage a few days ago.
I was seven weeks,
I had I feeling i was going to have a boy.
I name him Caleb.
I didnt know I could fall in love with someone in such a short time! - Date: 05/29/2012
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