Being a Teen

• Artist: Mockingbird Massacre
• Description: I know it probably lacks flow, but this is how I feel right now. I hope someone else can find meaning in it too. Thanks for reading c:
• Date: 04/05/2012
• Tags: adolescense confusion peerpressure suicide love

I am trapped forever
Feelings of fiery angst brashing against
Bubbling blue contentment
I am confused, misunderstood
Pressure,
Acceptance.
What am I supposed to feel?
I don't want to be in this awful place,
But would I be alright if I wasn't here?
Where would I be now?
I can't even imagine.
Day dreaming so hard
It starts to turn to nightmares.
I'm in love, but should I trust them?
Can I even trust myself?
I can't stand it anymore,
But I love my life
Want,
Need.
What am I supposed to feel?
They never listen to me,
But why do I feel so safe in their arms?
I want to leave,
But I just can't stay away.
I want to be with them forever,
But forever is such a very long time.
Stay,
Go.
What am I supposed to feel?
Trapped forever in this body,
Adolescense; eternity.
~figuring myself out.

Comments

[Flaming Fluffy Lyon]

it might be a lot to late but, you want to leave, but you dont know where you belong, you know what you love, and yet you cant tell your parents, course they might think its crazy. when time comes birds fly, imagine you are a bird in the nest.