• Dear lover
    lover of a past
    lover of my mind
    dreams that always last
    dreams i hate to find
    you are stuck in my heart
    forever i now accept
    though it will tear me apart
    i will always feel that debt
    you are my
    burden all my life
    curse that was free
    my heart is the sheath to your knife
    i guess thats how it'll be
    my thoughts you will always stay
    no matter how far i am
    no matter every day
    and by my last breath i say damn
    i accept i did this to my emotion
    though no matter i want you happy
    it was my envious devotion
    to bad i couldn't see

    so lover of my past
    lover of my mind
    this year without you went too fast
    i just want to leave it all behind
    though my blood is thin
    since half my heart is gone
    the world has turned again
    the other half i should pawn
    i just need to find it
    somewhere around here
    i guess finally i faced that fear
    the only thing that made me afraid
    i just want this feeling to fade
    my mind and heart wars for you
    mind for the pride thats true
    but my heart screams to beg
    on my knees, wish it was one leg

    lover of my past
    lover of my heart
    these moments can't last
    these moments tear me apart
    as i look at the stars
    they smile back at me
    i dont want these scars
    they just shouldn't be
    but as i say my sincerely
    as i say my goodbye
    i leave these words to you
    this shouldn't be why
    though it was my pride
    i want to say i change
    i am who i am
    and thats to the day i die

    so goodbye to you and enjoy your day
    dont let these words effect you in which i say
    i have to much envy
    i just want to see
    but time to bid you adieu
    goodbye & i love you