• As I sit here typing this
    I imagine your lips pressed against mine, a friendly kiss
    Thinking of you calms me, yet makes my heart rip
    The tears begin to drip.
    Truth is, I need you with me.
    What else could we be?
    I always think of that, making me feel worse
    I feel as if there is a curse.

    I continue typing, my make up smeared across my face
    I keep thinking of you, my heart beating at a slow pace.
    Can't you tell I'm in pain?
    The sun shines, but everything feels like rain.
    Everything I do,
    Reminds me of you...
    I can't bring up the courage to speak to you
    I need help, I'm acting like a fool.

    I continue crying, on the inside I'm dying
    Agony rips at me, I must deal with this now..
    All I can think of is how much pain your in
    Loving you is like a sin.
    Your on the brink of killing yourself,
    When all I could care about is your health
    Please get better, my love
    I need you, you were sent to me from above.