• i look so happy but im really sad in side.
    i have to hide it or it will consume me.
    if it takes over me all hell breaks lose.


    hes so mean to me but i ignore it.
    i love him but he does'nt see it.
    i only hope that he does see it.
    my love that i give him he turns down.


    and i dont know why?
    when ever i try he puts me down.
    when will he see that i love him.
    he says he loves me but i cant be to sure.
    i love him and he loves me thats all that matters right now.