• Maybe god wants me dead .......maybe im not cut out for this life....i can try taking a knife .....And cutting my throat with a undertaker strife ...Or taking a pistol and blowing my brains sky high...and letting the neighbors scream....oh my....Or should i try a desert eagle and blow my head off my shoulders...like resident evil.. 5....Or maybe a glock 9 ....twist around point it at my spine....And destroy it from the inline 3 times...Im pretty sure god blessed it...i can take a 12 guage and blow out my intestines....or i can cut my head off ....lay restless ...in a pool of blood ...now thats what i call chest less....Maybe i can overdose on pills...takes so much that it gives me the chills ...from the mouth the foam spills....Or i can try a noose...and from the ceiling...i hang loose ...in heaven watching B.I.G and tupac sign a troose...wait i can be like kurt cobain....until i..burst in flames and ode on heroin...and commit suicide...first i have to figure out why everything in my life is a lie...