• iv been losing my mind since i let you go,
    there are things i didnt let you know.
    iv been pacing,
    tracing.
    i cant help but cry,
    cause it feels like i just might die.
    cant you understand i do what i can
    to not miss your beautiful bronze tan.
    i cant take all of this trying and failing,
    and this maddening flailing.
    i couldnt let you go,
    i hope you know...
    that i cant live without you with me,
    i just hope you can help me see!
    iv tried and tried to win you back,
    but you hurt me,i cant fill the void i lack.
    so i hope you know how i feel
    cause this sadness doesnt feel real.