• Thoughts can rush like blood
    So quick and pattern like
    And I wish I could grasp one and stop

    I think I'll leave here
    But I've no idea how long
    Or if it's worth coming back home

    When you answer questions
    The ones that wouldn't leave you alone
    Is it the truth or the easy way out?

    My hand fits perfectly only with my other one
    I don't need an excuse to be happy anymore
    My heart doesn't pound to the sound of another's

    I promise I'll catch you when you fall
    If only I knew who you were anymore
    Things change like morning and night now

    Don't ask me questions because I'm fine
    I won't ask you question because I'm scared
    And they'll dream bigger than life itself

    Is it worth lying when it backfires?
    What will happen when I take my first step forward
    Leaving so many shattered hearts behind?

    Sometimes you just have to run
    But other times you need to hold on to something
    So when do we know which we should do?

    If I leave soon can I write to you?
    Read my letters left behind and answer me back
    With words telling me all that I've missed back home

    Decisions set in motion push through time
    And sometimes I wonder who I'm really leaving behind
    And who will leave before I even start

    Secrets left in the open are ironic
    But you'll never know them anyway so it's fine
    Like me I'm fine because I can never not be

    The music pumping through my veins
    Move me to cry and laugh and scream
    But there is none of my emotion behind that right?

    If I can lie to me every thought
    Than I can lie to you through a promising smile
    And they'll believe every word I spew

    When there's trust and love we all smile
    But I never trust and I don't love
    So are you saying my smile is a lie all of the time?

    I'm not coming back home again
    I can't feel anymore I have to take the easy way out
    Even if that's not what I want

    What will change in the next few years?
    I wonder if love and hate are the same thing then like now
    But I'm fine and I'm struggling to be gone from here, I promise.