• I won’t be special
    Living shouldn’t feel this bad
    In what possible future
    Could I play a part?
    Don’t say the sorry word
    Dying shouldn’t feel this good
    Good riddance they all said
    With no apologies
    What does it matter to me?
    Who wishes to go first?
    Watch from the other side
    I’ll be the first of us to see
    While they have to follow me
    Ashes to ashes eat my dust

    I rode the storm out
    This is the place it took me too
    Lead me on
    There are places beyond
    The lines crossed
    Don't look down
    We're here on the unsure floor
    It’s not so dark
    Just different shades of light
    We will help you see
    Things could be different here
    It’s got to get better now
    But something here just doesn't belong
    This is a dream I can't bare to keep

    Starting from the grief of another day lived
    She braids the chains that keep me here
    In the dream that came after living
    Where I just don't belong