• what happens when we grow up?
    what happens the day after i graduate?
    What if im a failure
    what if i didnt try my best?
    what if i was stupid?
    what can i do now....
    how can i stop
    how can i grow up
    tell me, someone
    im sick of this pain
    im sick of acting better then others
    im sick of being a lone
    im sick of hating
    im sick of trying to fight for somthing that just cant be fought
    i hate this feeling
    i hate this fear
    so what can i say?
    what is it gonna be like when im 70
    am i gone a lone then too?
    will i have a wife, kids, a decent job
    will i live a life im proud of?
    or will i be the millions of others that cant make it in this world
    what can i do
    where can i go
    what college can go to
    what girls can i meet
    do i even have a chance or are all the doors closed
    what do i do
    mom, dad
    tell me
    please
    i havent shed a tear in 4 years, but this, this really kills me