• Flowers bloomed and perfumed the air,
    My self falling prey again to your charms
    I awaited each word like a child at christmas
    It had remained too long we knew why
    The day the words got a jumbled mess
    I remained in my corner with tears in my eyes
    Lashing out words wishing you were there
    Somehow I couldnt contain my emotions
    I had so much inside of me to express
    Even then I found it hard to sustain
    What my heart felt as it died
    Trying my best not to cry
    Time and time again replying I was fine

    I held my ground believing to be strong
    Somehow I always knew it
    I knew in my heart it wouldnt last
    My total indifference my hardened shell
    It never quite lasts too long
    Once my mind remembers the past
    Those sweet memories of what used to be
    The times I prayed you'd come back to me

    Erasing what happened, a white to the ink
    Erasing everything and starting anew
    Fearing the worst of all, the ending in a blink
    I couldnt face one day alone,
    I felt so horrible staring at my phone
    Once again the same emotions flood
    A rush to my mind and spirit
    Apology after apology so you could hear it
    But I knew from this place
    There was not much I could do
    Unless I was there staring at your face
    Reading your reactions, seeing what to do

    I know now my silence made things work
    Made things happen when they should
    I know now I did my very best
    And tonight I remain in heaven
    Staring at the numbers, the length of time
    The moment once again you remained mine
    I will keep this locked in my memory
    The day you walked back to me
    We learn from our mistakes
    And I learn that waiting
    Though very anxious and depressive
    Can lead to something massive
    And bring you that much closer
    And remain once again mine
    No longer am I alone
    No I have proof now on my phone
    Friends they come and go
    But now I know, this one is everlasting
    And for that I am in heaven again
    And you have set my sadness free