• crying
    Never has there been a time
    In my entire life,
    That I've felt such agony
    Pain, delusion, strife.
    Nor have I ever cared so much
    'Bout anything or one
    And take the burden upon myself
    To help someone be done.
    I'm learning what's important
    I know what I can't do,
    What I really care about
    Is the happiness of you.
    I can't make you as happy
    As I know you need to be,
    Your happiness seems so natural
    When you're not with me.
    I don't feel so upbeat
    When we are apart,
    Though knowing you are happy
    Gives pleasure to my heart.
    Giving you up is rough for me
    I care for you so much,
    I'll always miss your graciousness
    Your demeanor and your touch.
    I wish I could have done for you
    What you've done for me,
    I think that I can do it now
    Your freedom sets me free.

    The hurt that I feel deep inside
    Will never go away,

    I'll keep it locked inside myself
    And think of you each day.

    Tears are streaming down my face
    As I know what I must do,
    Today I give you back your life
    Not for me, but you.
    I will carry all the guilt
    The suffering and the sorrow,
    Knowing you've found what you've sought
    And you'll still be there tomorrow.
    I've held on till the very end
    Held on very tight,
    I pray you can forgive me
    For things I did not right.
    Should things not always go the way
    That you expect them to,
    Please always remember
    There's a friend out there for you.
    I still love you very much
    And will until I die,
    For you I'll do this one last thing
    I will say...Goodbye