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How could you have
expected me to know
What you were thinking-
What you wanted me to do?
If you had loved me
Why didn't you say so?
Why didn't you help me
to find out?
Instead you turned
to a coward
And instead of facing me
You took the easy way out
Now you left me alone
With no-one to talk to
When you pressed the trigger
Did you ever think about
What I would feel?
What I would do
when I lost my only
friend in the entire world?
How could you have been so
Stupid? Idiotic? Moronic?
How could you be so selfish?
Is there no-one in the world
But you?
No-one else's feelings
to care about?
No-one you can hurt?
You were full of laughs
A child truly of the Sun
Bright and giving
us light
You changed so quickly
choosing Darkness over the Light
Love was supposed to be
a bringer of Happiness
But not for you;
It fed at your soul
until Hate took over
as well as Sorrow
You brought that gun to your head
and with thoughts of regret
of what you thought could never be
And pulled the trigger
Splashing scarlet onto the walls
A result of your actions
the gun clattering to the floor
Limp body slumping down
When your finger touched the trigger
did you ever think
I could have said Yes
If you had ever asked?
That I wouldn't have told you
About my newest boyfriend
That perhaps you could have
been my only love?
We would have worked things out
I'm sure we would've
For we were best of friends,
Weren't we?
If you had loved me
How could you have ended your life
and left me
Alone?
-SJL 03.13.10
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