• it was late one night and i was stareing across a field it was foggy and misty
    flash backs of my life flashed before my eyes
    my past and my present life i look at the clock
    tick tock tick tock
    its 5:00 am
    i fall to my knees on the cold ground
    i feel the icey tears rolling down my cheeks..flowing down and down
    i stand up and yell WHY DOSE EVERYTHING HAVE TO GO WRONG
    i try to walk back to my house but it seems like the path is to long
    i stop and sit i think what to do now,what is my purpose,why do i hurt the innocent..my friends they are innocent i hurt a few of them..i did not mean to but i did..
    i thought im just evil theres no purpose 4 me..
    but there is.my purpose is to keep others from living the life i do..my purpose is to be here for my friends..my purpose is to love and be loved..my purposes are not all clear to me but i will find out...finally the way home grows shorter i walk through my door to fufill the purposes i have in life..i walk through that door to be there..to be loved and love others.. i walk through that door to live life