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I should have known it,
I should have known there is no happily ever after
known that no one could love me like you said you did
I should have learned to take my head out of the clouds
And come back to my nightmare
My reality
And as I am abruptly awaken from my dreams,
I see the walls on fire and I realize my world is crashing in
And my life is falling apart.
I’ve blocked all the escape exists with my mistakes and choices.
I forced to lay in this burning existence.
You said forever
and my sad self believed you
I was only looking for someone to care
Was it so wrong for me to love you?
So wrong that you had to end it?
Now I’m left all alone, all alone
I lay in bed crying to myself
And watch my clear misery pour down my cheeks
And I watch my crimson regrets run down my arm
And you say to stop
But this hurts no more than what you did.
And I close my eyes and it all comes back
And as I am abruptly awaken from my dreams,
I see the walls on fire and I realize my world is crashing in
And my life is falling apart.
I’ve blocked all the escape exists with my mistakes and choices.
I am forced to lay in this burning existence.
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- Title: Burning Existance
- Artist: JustXSing
- Description: A poem I made during one of my depression periods.
- Date: 12/30/2009
- Tags: burning existance
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Comments (2 Comments)
- JustXSing - 12/30/2009
- Back then my reality hurt. My dreams kept me happy during that time.
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- pink phosphorus - 12/30/2009
- sometimes reality is like a santuary.....reality can save you from your hellish thoughts...trust me i know
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