• It's true,
    I had felt some intense pain.
    It's true,
    I had felt broken and shattered.
    It's true,
    I had been the victim of deception.
    I had tryed to keep walking,
    with my head up,
    but whenever I looked up,
    and saw you with her,
    I felt like i was being pushed back down,
    to the cold ground.
    All the lies you had put on me,
    letting me believe what little affection you felt.

    You had wanted her the whole time,
    yet you still felt and touched my heart,
    acted as if you really truly loved me,
    when you could have cared less to tear me apart.

    I try to act as though my smile is a true thing,
    but when you walk by with your arm around her,
    its impossible to keep my smile from falling,
    because I know, shes everything you had always wanted.

    I saved you!
    From that true disease which kills the majority!
    But you still love her,
    when she only ENCOURAGES the nicotine!
    I saved you,
    but you dont care!

    She was once my best friend,
    not my foe.
    They had always wanted to get rid of me,
    and now that they have,
    so they cant help to brag about there fortune.
    Complaining about the things they dont have!
    They truly don't know pain,
    at all.

    I had trusted you,
    with secrets none of my friends had ever known,
    and still dont.
    You decieved me,
    you stabbed me in the back!

    If you think this smile is real,
    think again,
    because it isnt how i really feel.