• Sometimes its just easier not to love at all
    The thought of loosing, just keeps coming
    The pain cuts through my heart like bleeding daggers
    Tears keep running my body goes numb
    Still I want to cry but yet I cant get a single tear out
    Starring out in the middle of nowhere just waiting
    Waiting for the pain to come again
    The cold breeze blows against my face
    As the only salty tear falls down my cheek
    Listening to the sounds outside
    I no longer know what to do, though I tried
    I tried to be positive I tried to smile I tried so hard
    The gun in my hand all wet from the tears
    The tears that is now streaming down
    Gently I put the gun to my head closing my eyes
    Just wishing it didn’t have to end up like this
    As I pull the tricker my body goes cold
    Heavy as it falls down falling down to the darkness
    I wish I could smile but all I wanted was never this
    As the last tear falls down my body hit’s the ground
    In a pool of blood my pain floats away
    The cold breeze on my cold body
    I open my eyes for the last time to see the night sky
    The stars never stops shinning down on me
    Not even on the day I died