• one last look
    over my shoulder
    rejection wow what a feeling
    our love now doesnt even smolder

    I smile pleasently
    its all for show
    they say you never forget your 1st love
    but you'll forget me soon this i know

    what was i thinking
    what dream was I dreaming
    oh how will I feel
    When i see you tommorrow , leaving?

    i must deal with this
    I will grow to forget
    at least this is what i tell myself
    but first ill drown in my misery for a bit

    its more fun than you'd think
    not that you'd know